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Stillbirth

Will I ever get over the pain and grief of stillbirth?

Getting over the grief of a stillbirth

If your baby is stillborn, or you have suffered the devastation of a late miscarriage, you might feel like you will never get over your loss.

At a glance

  • There are lots of support groups to to help you and your partner during this time
  • Take each day as it comes and deal with your loss at your own pace
  • Don't be afraid to talk through what has happened

Sadly, 17 babies are stillborn or die during or after birth in the UK every day.  For parents going through this tragedy, no words or hand-holding can ever be enough to heal the pain. 

If you lose your baby, your emotions will be all over the place, and your grief will not be something you can quantify, or even try to work through. How you feel and how you cope with your loss will be totally unique to you, and could change on a day to day basis. 

Your doctors and midwives will give you time with your baby if that is what you want after their birth, and can help you organise mementoes, such as photos, or hand and foot prints for you to take home, if you wish to do this.

There are organisations who can help you and your partner during this time, too.  SANDS (Stillbirth and Neonatal Death Society) can offer telephone support on 020 7436 5881 as well as group meetings and one to one sessions.  Your GP or midwives may also be able to recommend local support services or counsellors for you. 

Although you will probably never get over your baby's death, you will eventually accept what has happened, and the rawness will ease. Until you get to that point, take each day as it comes, and deal with your hurt, loss (and probably even anger) how you need to, and at your own pace.  There will be triggers which will make some days so much worse than others – your baby's due date perhaps, or the anniversary of when you discovered you were pregnant or what would have been your baby's first birthday. 

Some people might find it hard to talk to you about what has happened, but you must set the agenda – if you feel you need and want to talk about your baby, and to show people photos of them, and talk through what happened, then you must do so. And always remember, there is no time scale – only you will know when you are ready to move on from the pain and hurt to gradual acceptance of what has happened.

You can also talk to other mums for practical and emotional support in the Bounty Community.

At a glance

  • There are lots of support groups to to help you and your partner during this time
  • Take each day as it comes and deal with your loss at your own pace
  • Don't be afraid to talk through what has happened

Stillbirth